Pianist Jessica's Blog

Meditation

Our 3rd restaurant will open up this year.We were waiting for 3 years. This restaurant feel me as a big mountain specially financial.I prayed God for help and He gave me a unique answer.

Psalms 41:1 Blessed is he who considers the weak and the poor the Lord will deliver him in the time of trouble

I have burden but God want me to consider the weak and the poor.

 

(Proverbs 11;25)

Be generous,and you will be prosperous.Help others,and you will be helped.

When I used to live in London,England,my pastor Bob called us to come at the church.Because he met one couple who lost their way and couldn’t speak English but they are Korean. So my husband went to church and Pastor want them to stay at his home But they didn’t want to stay at pastor’s home  and asked to stay our home. Because they didn’t understand English at all.

I said ‘No!’ because they are strangers. I was challenged by pastor. He willinged them to stay his home Even though they are strangers.

anyway I allowed them to stay our home that we were student we didn’t have enough money so we didn’t have a bed but they were comfortable to stay.Next day the lady made Korean food for us. It was so delicious and we felt our country.

I learned from Pastor who caring people with his heart and help and encouraging.

Thank you God for teaching me how to live and how to serve.

 

(MAY,2016)

I went Heidehof a few days ago. There are many sick, lonely people. During my playing, I realized. If I play for normal people, they will clap for me. But God didn’t want my glory. When I played I heard God love them so much, that’s why God sent me there. I was so struggle to find His way, Now I can understand little bit. He wants me to go to people who lonely, discouraged, weak as Jesus did it. He wants me to play for them to comfort, encourage.
Praise God!

 

(June,2016)

Since I came to Canada, God closed the door which I like to go. I was struggle to surrender to God. When I was waiting His time, I meditate His words everyday. His words gave me encouragement, made me repent, guided me what I should do, Led me His way. He is training me little by little. When God want me to go to Senior home, hospital, long term care. I didn’t like it. Because what I like was focus on me and praising me. But God taught me He wants HIS GLORY not mine.
First time, I went there and playing one or two songs. First time 10 or 15 people listened and next time 30 people and 50 and 100, 200, 300 etc. I used to only playing and led me to speak.
I was shy and didn’t have a confident that my English is not good. But Little by little God let me speak and share what God did to me. I am weak But He is strong. Thank you God for using me for your Glory

 

(Oct,2016)

When I visited the long term care to play piano for them, most of them sleeping, staring somewhere, talking why they staying there.

During my playing, I asked God. why am I here?

Nobody cared, nobody interesting my playing…

Why God sent me here?

Last time I heard that God loves them that’s why I am there .

Yesterday I heard that this is for me. I wonder why is this for me?

I remember Joseph in the bible. He was in prison and waiting but he didn’t know when can he go out. During waiting His timing, he interprets somebody’s dream and The king dreamed but nobody understand about dream.

When the King called Joseph, He interpreted the king’s dream and The King put Joseph in charge of country.

That was God’s planning. I believe God also has plan for me and He will keep me send somewhere that he has planned. When His timing come, I will realize Why God put me this situation.

 

(0CT,2017)

ISAIAH58;6-9

The kind of fasting I want is this: Remove the chains of oppression and the yoke of injustice, and let the oppressed go free. Share your food with the hungry and open your homes to the homeless poor. Give clothes to those who have nothing to wear, and do not refuse to help your own relatives.

Then my favor will shine on you like the morning sun, and your wounds will be quickly healed. I will always be with you to save you; my presence will protect you on every side. When you pray, I will answer you. When you call to me, I will respond.

I have to share gift From God and then I can know who God is.

The reason why I play piano for people who Need God’s love.

(Feb,2017)

This is answer from God

Then God remembered [the prayers of] Rachel, and God thought of her and opened her womb [so that she would conceive]   (Genesis 30;22)

as you know,I was stuck to find people who can work for us.still couldn’t but I condfident and trust God even though I couldn’t find yet.

I rememberd we had a struggle about money and God told me you have to over it by faith and you will see more higher mountain in the future.Now the higher mountaine is people.

It is hard to fiind right people who can work for us but I trust God.

Nothing will be impossible with God!